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Saturday, May 31 ♠

wednesday.. the night ... my girl tell me that she wanna leave me.. that night when she said that .. my soul .i feel that it is gone...leaving my body infront of my computer..still chatting with her.. i wanted to ask her dnt leave me.. plss... but i knw i cnnt be so self-fish.. and i tell her can i still be ur audi bf.. she said ... yes..that night i cnt slp .. i finally know wat kind of feeling is it like to lose the one eu love deeply... i feel like crying.. and i smoked the entire packet of ciggerate .. the whole night i couldnt slp.... the nxt day .. my friends saw me in sch .. like a living dead .. without its soul.. i was so depress.. so sad... i dnt wan her to leave me nooo...
in sch i on my com.. suddenly she told me.. "y nver ask me dnt leave eu.. i was testing eu.. wth.. like that then really we break lo.." when i see this my heart sank even deeper.. inside me.. i reply .."wtf. do eu thk this is fun? eu made me suffer the whole night and eu still treat as it is my fault.." my whole mind gone mad .. mad as in really gone crazy ..at night i tok to her and asked her .. wat do eu really wan ? she said she donnoe.. and asked me do eu still wan me to leave..?
i tell her wat my heart thinks .. of course not.. instead of saying ok..she tell me .."no point le" ..my heart bleeds.. and i force myself to be steady..and tell her to take care and stay happy... but suddenly she tell me that she feel sad and when on cutting herself... and wanna go jump from 16th floor at midnight............... my mind go ... mad really mad.. as in i wanna just jump dwn straight from my house and die ....................................i called her and asked her pls dnt do such silly thg pls.. i begged her...able to see her online i felt better on the nxt day in msn.. but up till nw i still are afraid that i might hurt her again and dnt dare to tok to her ... i feel like just go and die ... and clear my soul.. and stop hurting her... and i am going crazy .. really going crazy ..if this goes on i thk i might just jump off from my house or any building which i can just die...

love eu x33;
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