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Monday, June 30 ♠

1 week nver update blog liao ..keep play game nia me ..lol err but last week seems very horrible la my life .. miserable for a few days and few night cant sleep .. zzz .. but now better le .. every night like quite happy ..before that last sat gone out with my bros all.. go grandlink play pool play dota.. shiok.. long time never get tgt ike this liao.. but then that day i ask them to go out is also because i wanna get over my dam shit mood ba.. but still never seems to smile even for abit.. haix... my gf seems quite depress then then like err ... donnoe how to put it ba.. then i also no mood .. but then after the week after her training finish we like of like get better .. but is about wed like that wa kao.. dam feel shit before that... now i am glad i hold my anger to the very bottom .. and i didnt lose her.. even though i did show some temper.. zzz.. she sad to me that she will control her emotional this time round.. and i know she will work hard for it .. jia uu laopo..
this 3 weeks of holiday is nice.. but still started to miss school ..LOL.. feel like lack of some thing leh when no school.. wtf.. when i was in secondary i never have such feel de lo.. LOLL .. but nvm 1 more week school reopen liao .. and life goes back to normal..
oh ya and 1 more thing my fone is dead liao T.T R.I.P le cant be save.. siannn it cost me 500 leh! and is my own money earn from working part time de WTH! T.T sian .. now using my dad's fone .. haix .. hope miracle can happen ba.. and i can get a N81 ..lol

love eu x33;
00:41

Friday, June 20 ♠

this 2 day was as usual.. no mood .. sian for the whole day.. i just donnoe y.. i dont know a single thing which is happening to my dear and i was like so useless..to her.. just read her blog and finally know abit of wat happened yesterday.. but still i was just a hopeless idiot very manage to cheer her up and instead i thk i made her even more piss off.. i tried my very best not to make her angry further le.. cause she is really tired and i know she is really piss off already..but useless me is just like a idiot over here .. cant do anythg right.. and also i was feeling moody ..and add on to i cant hlp her or cheer her up.. i felt even more upset..last night i just cant sleep well.. i know.. is like who cares right.. haix.. just a idiot la me.. just a person who just waste air and resources in this world.. just cant do anythg right and make others unhappy........................ but anyway jia uu dear tomorrow is ur compeitition le all the best .. haix is this all i can say...and i keep saying the same thing...... haixxx i am just as good as a useless shit.. a living zombi ba...haixxxxxx

love eu x33;
15:10

Wednesday, June 18 ♠

today my day dont seems quite gd for me ba.. i also donnoe wats the reason.. maybe my dear bad mood because of her training... then see her so xin ku i also no mood ba.. haix.... today morning i just cant seems to wake up in the morning.. after i sms my dear in the morning .. i went back to sleep.. i feel tired .. or maybe moodless.. just dont wish to wake up ba.. but the whole day i know very well i only wanna give my dear a hug and hug her for the whole day.. she had her day at training and really very tired.. i also can feel that.. i just now msg her and disturb her sleep.. i dont feel gd after that.. cause i disturb her rest le.. then the whole day continues and so is my moody feeling.. today is my dad's birthday.. i should be feeling happy for my dad.. but my moody feeling bring me down.. made me feel like just lie on my bed and sleep and sleep.. tomorrow my dear will be going for her training again.. and she will be going thought all the hardship again.. haix.. only thing i can do is to be supporting her at home ba.. hope she take good care of herself also and may all this training quickly finish ba.. cause friday still there is training.. hope my dear can be smilling again after all the training ba... jia uu dear .. i will be by ur side supporting eu ...

love eu x33;
21:16

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woo tonight i hlped my dear made a blog.. and also hlped her create a blog skin.. i myself also changed 1 .. man .. almost wan my life.. hahas.. i do until quite late ba.. but still hope my dear will like it ba.. and while i was doing it kind of have funny thgs happened la.. my friend online msn and was like drunk ..lol .. cause he just now went out to drink.. lol.. then he add all of us into the conversation .. LOL .. then he is really high la .. also dam funny la.. alot of crap la we.. hahas.. and he also dam like siao 1 just now.. keep dig out my pass nick la.. my dad's name la..all come out.. zzz then we joke and joke.. actually dam fun l..but of course not the part where my dad's name comes in la.. lol.. tmr onward until my dear will be going for training le.. dam.. she told me she got compitition on sat .. thats y continue training for 3 days.. wth.. wan her life meh.. but still wan my dear to take good care of herself and drink lots and lots of water lo.. and i also will be behide her supporting her all the way.. must jia uu ok dear..haix.. jia lat for me liao la.. this few days will be rotting at home donnoe wat to do le... man .. then dear go training ..i also will be missing her le.. but thk maybe ..sat i might go out with my friends.. but inside me i will be supporting my dear for her match de..hahas

love eu x33;
00:56

Tuesday, June 17 ♠

last night i was feeling very happy.. finally i cam meet my dear le.. she tell me that she ask me if i am busy today .. and said that she will be meeting me today .. i feel really happy then .. we will be watching a movie today.. but.................. morning she told me that her friend is sick and cant come out .. she also dnt wanna come out liao.. .. but ended up she say will meet me at white sand.. i reach there i saw her.. but not 100% sure.. so i didnt call her straight ...i msg her instead and called her on the fone.. but she nver pick up or reply... haix the rest i dont think i wanna recap le ba.. today seems not a really good day for me ba.. but wish that my dear would promise me that if she is free and not going out with friends she will meet me out.. as she told me ba.. haixxxxxxx dam .. but no matter wat still will love her de.. after i had seem her and know that is she i kind of feel like i am loving her more.. she seems so sweet when saying sry to me and explaining to me wat happen .. just cant ren xin not to dnt forgive her laaa.. but still of course i will be angry la.. but already forgive her long time ago liao.. after she tell me that she will tell me if she is free..loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my dear .. she is really sweet la.. but just dnt lie to me jiu hao.. cause i hate liers ba.. i guess.. lol

love eu x33;
19:42

Monday, June 16 ♠

finally holiday liao wooo... yesterday father's day ..my family celebrate it at home eating steam boat .. quite nice actually ..cause we get tgt as a whole ..at my ah ma's house..zzz i like ate alot.. and yesterday was a great day.. then at night had a good chat with my laopo also..
today morning heard that she didnt slp well .. xin tong her .. cause she only slp for a few hour.. then we chat on fone and on msn.. but afternoon i go out le then she also go for tution..i at my friend house dota session again liao.. lol..then today quite gd la.. loveee my laopo la.. but really wish to meet her out 1 day lo.. haix..

love eu x33;
20:46

Sunday, June 15 ♠

this few days had not been updating ... kind of busy .. but this few days did happen quie alot of thgs... firstly i querral with my dear on thursday night le.. that day i nver control my temper and show my dear temper.. she ended up say wanna break ... i was like WTH!!! ... and nver care .. break break lo.. but the nxt morning i feel "bu she de lo"...haix.. sian ah sian .. but in the afternoon my dear msg me .. and say sry .. she dont wanna break.. she ask her friend tell me.. then ask if i really wanna break at first then i say ask her ... then ended up we are ok liao ..lol but dear promise me no more nxt time.. suddenly fa bi qi on me le ...ok.. actually i also have to say sory to my dear la.. that day i also bad mood at first. cause nxt day is my face test le.. quite important ..then stress on my studies.. so cannt control my temper...
after my exam i actually quite depress la.. cause i thk i did badly in my exam ... sure die le..then no mood no mood answer my dear .. then spent the rest of the day with my friend playing dota aat his house .. but actually also not that bad la.. cause i know that it is holiday liao.. 3 weeks wooo can relx for a while le.. actually i pity my friends who are in poly.. my ITE studies already like stress liao theirs woo i cant imagine..and ke lian my god sis.. she every time i hear from her is busy with sch work.. wa..
this few days enjoy toking on fone with my dear .. we had a good chat on fone.. i fine it better than smsing ba.. hahas .... dear tell me if ur family made eu angry ok.. then at least i know not to fa bi qi on eu anymore.. i know i make eu very sad that night .. but also dnt suddenly fa bi qi on me ah.. hahas

love eu x33;
21:22

Tuesday, June 10 ♠

today like of simple for me ba...but morning dam thing happened to me.. i forget to bring my PE-T ... i only remember it when i reach the bus stop.. and it is not near my house..zzz i went back and get it then go school.. and the real dam thing is that.. once i step in the class thefirst thing i see is...( SW is cancel today) which is my PE .. WTH!..zzzz but my friend also dam suay he bring his laptop bag just because for PE .. then no PE ..zzz.. hahs .. but then before that i made a mistake zzz .. my girl last night after we leave the chat at msn .. she msg me.. and i donnoe cause i off my fone as no batt liao.. and some more sot sot ..morning i see the msg knowing my girl is sad because of me.. i was oh god .. jia lat..but then we get along just nice..after the morning..
then today in class we again was taught new things .. and my head go spinning XP.. dam it was difficult man .. then some more my teacher tell us tmr de lesson will really kill people de..dead liao tomorrow.. R.I.P.. LOL .. hahas.. but however the day was gd la.. kk thats all..

love eu x33;
21:11

Monday, June 9 ♠

hmm actually nthing much happen today.. but yesterday did.. and i really gone crazy .. my girl her friend.. keeps asking me to go with her and break with my baobei again.. wth! the whole night i was like a siao kia .. things go super sot in my brain .. and my girl also ask me to go with her.. WTH .. is that friend threatening her like wanting to kill her or wat..zzz .. i am dam worried then... i just dnt wanna leave my girl .. i love her so much i cant leave her.. then in the end i donnoe wat happen the situation just end .. but i myself already gone insane.. lol.. the nxt morning m girl said some odd odd the thg.. make me feel like crying..lol.. but in the end glad we are ok le.. phew..
today in class we started a new topic.. javascript.. wth! can die de the lesson.. not because the teacher is no good .. he is the best teacher .. but is that dam javascript making me ki siao..LOL and plus i just slowly recover from morning.. my mind was really wa ... dam headace and sot.. lol .. but i will work hard for my studies de and learn the importand things which is taught in school ..hahas

love eu x33;
21:26

Sunday, June 8 ♠

today kind of feel refesh and happy... cause i can feel that my girl and i are going back.. back to be like last time le ...whole day i was with her on fone .. pei zhe ta.. and we are chatting like last time we use to be.. baobei i will promise eu that i will love eu deep in my heart always and nver change... will try my very best to be ur gd baobao de .. ai ni x33

love eu x33;
22:00

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On sat somethg dam funny but yet angry happened to me.. during the day my girl msg me and told me that she is no happy but sad about her friend nver reply her.. and she go missing.. her another friend msg me using her fone telling me that she donnoe go where and asked me if i knw where is she .. she was like quite worried about her.. and of course for me i am double the worried.. i asked her to msg me when she find her.. and then until evening i receive a msg knowing my girl is alright.. before that i keep asking that friend of hers whether she found her.. and the funny part is here .. suddenly.. my girl de friend suddenly threaten me say she likes me and wanna stead with me.. if i dnt she will hurt my girl..lol... but then i was thking is this some kind of joke... then as she keep insist i knw this is somethg wrong.. i started to get worried about my girl.. but i tell myself not to give in try to tok sense to her friend...but inside me i am dam worried... i keep reject her and tell her that no matter wat i love my girl and will nver leave her.. and the angry part is... after knowing she really burn my girl.. i snapped.. wanted to rush all the way to tempanise to look for her .. but my girl told me she is at home liao.. so i cnt.. i was dam heated up then.. that her friend really hurt her.. some how i kind of feel like very fermiliar...lol..... last time there is also such thg happen to me.. my friend suddenly tell me that there is a girl who likes me and have my number then keep msg me.. i told her that i already have a person in mind that i like her le.. but she insist on wanting to stead with me.. but i rejected her.. she say she will hurt the girl i like if i dnt stead with her...zzz ... then i was also dam scared and donnoe wat to do.. wat if the girl i like gets hurt .. but in the end is my group of friends get tgt and form that lie to test me .. whether how much i love that girl...zzz LOL ... however in this case my girl really gets hurt .. dam it ... starting to hate that friend of hers ... idiot fellow...then i was really on fire... but then my girl keep saying suan le suan le.. i was dam xin tong la ... seeing her being hurt and i cant do anythg... haix

love eu x33;
21:37

Wednesday, June 4 ♠

finally me and my girl is slowly getting to love each other like last time.. feel so good.. hope to have such thing continue and nver fade ..today whole day nver tok to her liao.. cause she got netball and out with friends.. miss her alot.. she is in my brain and nver out of it liao..lol.. but as long as she enjoys her day its also making me happy.. as long as she is happy i am happy..=)
yesterday had a small fight with my bro.. dam.. was feeling dam tu lan ..lol for nothing actually.. but a sudden anger makes people lost itself actually.. whole day we seems like enermy like that lol... but today .. things gets chilled down .. afternoon we are back to normal liao.. lol .. bros are like that ba.. sometimes joke together and sometimes qurral over small matter.. but no matter wat .. still friendship will be there .. unless for some idots who thinks he is so great and important.. and act like a piece of shit.. this kind of people.. let him be friend with dog ba.. LOL.. but we no longer contact him and he is just a people who comes and go like nothing much effect our life.. LOL

love eu x33;
20:09

Monday, June 2 ♠

1st of june.. during the afternoon my girl msg me.. saying she was sry.. then i nver blame her .. i wish i can tell her straight away .. but i cnt .. i was outside.. and i didnt knw whether is she at home or nt .. i cnt call her.. but i wanna listen to her voice.... at night we finally get to chat with each other.. i thought of it very long whether or not i should let her go instead .. cause i wan her to be happy and with a smile on her face.. i dnt wish to let her go .. but i cant be selfish.. so the night i let her decide... it took a long time .. but in the end .. we are back to normal.. in that short time when she say wanna get back to normal and like last time.. my soul went back to my body at last..feeling happy .. but i am wishing that such nver ever to happen ever again.. i hope we will continue to love each other like we used to .. and nver to have this happening again .. i hope i can be a better person to her ..and understand what she feels and how she feels and nver to add in the pain .. instead i should be there to comfort her.. and dnt add on when she is bad mood le.. i will wanna learn to understand her more and know when is she upset and when is she not... and my dear.. pls dnt ever take breaking up as a test for me le... cause my thoughts might be different from urs.. and i always thks for eu ... instead of myself.. cause i always wan eu to be happy..

love eu x33;
16:42