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Thursday, July 31 ♠

this week, my body like gonna explode liao.. monday my lesson was till 5 .. because that dam LLA head is going .. sian.. cause we usually never go for LLA de.. dam boring .. go there listen to teacher chantting then go home.. zzz i rather at home slp..lol ... then tuesday i also like siao kia.. tired liao still went over with my friend to play basketball.. but thats not a waste trip .. the people there is friendy and nice.. we play and joke together quite nice. then at night i tok to my dear on fone till 1+ then slp.. actually never mind but 1 big problem is next day, wednesday i got NAFA TEST! x_x omg.. then next morning i wake up even earlier than usual.. i was like dont wanna wake up and still wan slp.. cause i only slp for 3 hour .. at night even though i go to slp at 2 i still keep suddenly awake like that then thought i hanged my dear de fone call.. haix.. nightmare man.. then when i was on my way to school i was like a zombi like that..then we started running my 2.4 .. dam sian we run finish liao. then rest and continue our 5 item .. zzz
but good thing is that i passed all my 5 item i got 4 As and a E that my chin up la.. i always cant do my chin up de.. but this time round i passed .. heng.. bt when its over i was like dam painful on my leg .. and giddy .. the worse is that we still got lesson after which .. wth.. zzz but me and my friend all never go .. lol ... i also sot 1 i went over to my friend's house and play dota..? then at night i still got tuition until 930 .. loll.. when i finish my tuition i wass like giddy giddy walking back home.. like a person who is drunk.. loll... but at night i did slp quite ok.. cause my dear is already aslp liao.. then today lifes as usual.. after school i went over to my friend's house to get trash .. and is i being trash each and every match.. haix.. ok thats my life for the week..

love eu x33;
21:16

Saturday, July 26 ♠

it had been 1 week plus i didnt update .. tuesday night my indian friend's bday and we brought a bottle of alcohol for him and also not forgetting another friend of us his bday had already pass. however, we still celebrate for him a belated bday. that night we drink and we are happy. few get drunk i too felt abit drunk. my head was like cracking. the moment i reach home i called my dear but she had fall aslp.. i then go slp also cause my head was really painful...but my dear at about 3 called me i jump up because is my house fone rang i didnt wan to wake my parents up. she tok to me and said she wednesday morning is going for camp.. then i recalled ..oh ya .. then she said she will miss me alot so wanna tok to me for the last night ..eerr i thk should be morning .. so tok with her all the way till she goes to school. and by that time is also time for me to go to school also liao .. so i wake up and change and go to school.. i was like dam headache when i was in school my head is really painful .. i went home straight after school and was like a dead log. omg i was half dead .. haix but i did so much for my dear and i only wish for her to be able to meet out and be together just like other cpl .. thats all i wish for simple and easy .. y just she cant give it to me.. on friday she came back.. before that i was thking i miss her and i wanna go look for her cause she will be tired and she could have someone to care for her.. but i didnt..y? i knew she will not be happy about it.. i donnoe whether our relationship is able to last long .. i feel somethg missing every day bit by bit ... i wasnt able to see her feel her hands de warm wasnt able to see her sweet smile just every day listen to her voice .. it ist enougt for me .. i thk i am lossing myself lossing the love lossing hope on her .. i really dont understand y she just dont wanna meet up with me .. and i really so scary to her? i can feel her sincerity of changing because of me .. however my heart still feel that i am lossing the love bit by bit, little by little .. i am thking that i am tired really tired ..

love eu x33;
10:40

Friday, July 11 ♠

last 2 day still didn't slp too well .. dam tired.. at night cant slp.. Wednesday morning body ache all over.. went to school as usual.. then during lunch break my friend dam good.. in my noodle add lots of chilly.. i eat till wanna die.. then i pro go drink soya bean.. when school end .. my stomach dam pain.. when reach home i keep go to the toilet.. after that .. i was like half dead .. lying on the bed..oh god.. i still have tuition at night .. but lucky the center called to tell me its canceled.. heng ah .. if not i donnoe how i go.. at night i was like dam suffering .. whole body ache stomach pain .. feel like dyeing .. O .. M .. G.. ~.~ but at night haix.. something happen between .. dam sad .. dam no mood.. the whole night i just cant sleep well la.. haix.. dam no mood.. haixxxxx .. then Thursday whole day was like dam shit also.. haven recover from my pain.. however during the evening things change.. to be better .. but still wanna die.. today morning. went to school as usual.. but feeling better.. so in the morning i ate my breakfast.. and after school went over to my friend house.. but when i going home.. my stomach donnoe y pain again.. dam.. i board the bus and was on my way home.. but half way my stomach pain till i cant take it.. i alight and when over to some temple look for toilet.. but i was puzzle i didnt eat for the whole day since morning .. ist because i didnt eat and that's y my stomach pain.. in front of the temple i walk in .. there is 2 huge dog.. 1 of it barked at me.. dam.. i back off.. dam scary i tell eu.. i walk through the side and went in looking if there is people.. a old uncle appear and behind him the dog.. i asked if i can use the toilet.. after when i finish.. i walk out and that dam dog was in front of me.. i feel tense when i walk pass it.. i love dogs ..they look cute and nice.. but this one is definitely not cute at all ..lol and when i reach home i was again half dead.. but lucky this time round i got my dear de care and concern.. feel better ... hahas.. ok thats all

love eu x33;
19:49

Tuesday, July 8 ♠

yesterday school reopened le..get back to school is like hai hao la.. just like back top normal lo.. but then sunday night i never sleep lo.. until 3 plus then slp but then 4 jiu wake up liao wa lao .. dam f*ing tired .. in school i was like half dead no strength no appitite no mood .. dam.. thking of after IFA lesson have a good rest before second lesson .. but there is no place to lie down..i sit outside the class room and rest ..so tired that even in this manner also i fall aslp.. but when i wake up i was like dam painful .. my neck my back my head .. dam suffering la yesterday .. skipped my last lesson yesterday .. really cannot tarhan le..my body was aching all over .. but i also 1 pro la.. reach home liao still never go slp .. i went on fixing my com de graphic thg.. some how got sot sot .. after done with it i went on trying whether i can play my cabal.. cause due to the graphic problem i cant.. i tried to start .. and it started after i am done with fixing the graphic thg.. then my kik come .. and i started playing.. lol .. i played till midnight.. then go slp.. wa.. the moment i lie down .. i was like as good as dead.. thunder lighting also cant wake me up .. i was slping so soundly.. lol..
and 1 big problem this two day was during lesson.. miss winnie is really a dam teacher.. the way she teach was like dam shit.. lol .. she is like talking to herself .. and end of the lesson .. the whole class cant even understand a single thing.. zzz .. and is dam boring .. i fall aslp..zzz bo bain la dammmm tired .. never slp for 1 night .. today as usual .. last night only slp at midnight as i just said.. today morning same as yesterday lifeless.. go school have lesson .. listen to lol winnie teach .. and still mind empty.. zz then the class suggest mr anothony to teach .. and whole class like come to life.. and agree with it.. cause he teach really very well.. last face test most people can get a B and above .. he really is a good teacher .. unlike .. err.. (***) LOL .. then after that go for lunch.. but same thg no appitite .. even though i a bowl of rice in front of me .. i tried to tuck it in .. zzz ..next lesson me and my classmate instead of listening to lesson we played game tgt LOL.. marjong.. on net .. and skipped pe .. cause dam tired again.. lol.. and my day just like that flew pass.. haixxxxx

love eu x33;
21:07

Thursday, July 3 ♠

today morning i wake up early .. dam tired... zzz but still gtg out .. meeting my friend go take cert .. dam fking slpy .. dont wish to wake up de lo... haix.. but bo bain.. cannot like that de ma.. i reach school there i call her.. she say she wanna slp ..-.- i was like keep calling her to wake up wake up.. but she say wanna slp.. zz .. in the end i say or friday then we go take ba.. .. then i went to my other friend house we played dota .. then ck clalled .. ask if we wanna g swim .. then at first i was like ai mai ai mai .. cause i wearing jeans and i dont have cloths to change.. zzz .. but in the end ck say7 lend me his shorts and tower .. and we went swimming.. while swimming a young boy swim pass me and i almost kick him.. lol.. lucky nver .. but then he like keep coming back .. keep play with us loll ... dam funny la he .. he ride on ck then ride on jack... finally come to me.. he keep playing with us.. and 1 thg is he is like robot .. so energetic .. we 3 was like flat out liao lol and he still keep playing ... hahas.. but the day was still dam tired for me.. i never eat the whole day and was like dam hungry.. and dam fking tired.. lol.. and at night my gf msg .. keep like little thg angry with me.. zzz and thats it this time round i snap .. i hold my anger back for 1 month liao .. and forgive her easily .. just now i donnoe wat got into me.. just like a balloon .. burst.. zzz .. at night a msg tell me DO EU KNOW SHE GOT FEVER? ... i was like dam angry also.. did she tell me the first place..?!!!!!!!! but of course i did feel that i hurt her la.. also bit worried and feel sry that i treat her like that .. haix.. but really i cannot take it liao.. just burst out.. sry ... i need a few days to chill down .. i thk.... dam sux la.. whole night feeling flame in my head dam... even play game also no mood.. do anythg also no mood .. i wish i can jump in to a pool of ice.. zzzzzzzz

love eu x33;
01:18

Tuesday, July 1 ♠

this two days seems nothing much happen .. at home rot and rot.. sian.. got a call from my secondary school telling me that i can go take my graduation cert this week liao.. wa call me go alone will be soo sian lo.. asked 2 friend to go along ba.. wan ying and jack.. lol others cant call .. they got school till 430.. or maybe i can call but i go after 4 plus .. lol..zzz ... boring sia this few days ..
this 2 days kind of went back to play audi .. quite nice playing back.. and oh ya my bro jack finally get to cpl back angel liao grats grats .. angel is a nice girl .. jack must cherish her leh.. angel also my bro also very nice guy.. hope eu 2 can cha chu huo hua k .. all the best to eu 2 .. 5 more days to school reopen liao .. wa seh ..zz .. i feel zombi .. or i am a zombi .. loll...

love eu x33;
12:00