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name,henry
age,18
simple guy dont ask for more
heart is dead. fail to be love
will there be a special person
to truely loves me and be with me?
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everyone to be happy and loving
and i can be truely love by someone
hahas .. today went out with miss oh and the rest again.. we today did manage to see the 18 gate of hell at hopavilla .. but then is a bit disappointed .. cause it is renovated and a lot of things are no longer the same as the past.. it is not that scary anymore .. wasted trip .. haix.. and need to pay some more.. == only the outside is free of charge.. parking also need $ .. wa jia lat la this play turn into .. afternoon we go over to pasir ris escape theme park .. we have fun in there .. hai lao la.. cause wayne and meimei is too young and afraid of height .. one funny thing is at the end.. wayane wanted to go to the hunted house .. i warn him .. he dont wan listen .. keep say wan go.. then we go .. at outside .. we tok until very big.. later he scare me i box him la wat ever la.. but in the end .. the moment we step in wayne and mei mei turn into rocks .. we cant even move them ,, end up we turn back and walk out .. zzz dam pai seh ..T.T ..
after that i go home le.. cause i got to go for a dinner.. it is a chinese praying de .. i go there pray and then have dinner .. dam full la lol.. ok thats all and yunyue did take photo for us .. but not all of us.. sian.. hahas kk thats all for the day..
love eu x33;
23:58
Sunday, November 9
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today was a wonderful day .. but only during during the day ..haix .. gone to my ah gong's house in the morning.. then meet up with my teacher miss oh and her kids.. and also hippo and his sis yunyue.. hmm during the afternoon we went to orchid country to try if we were able to play pain ball .. however we didnt manage to play .. but however we went over to yishun safra to play arcade ..lol.... did manage to enjoy ourself at there and Wayne's driving the initial d machine makes me think of initial d the movie in there the character.. ah mu .. the way he drives really looks like him ..loll.... then we went over to hopavilla to try to see the 18th gate of hell.. but it was close.. sian..however they say wanna go the nxt day which is tmr.. but however .. i dont know if i can make it la .. cause my dad ..haix..
at night things happened.. made me feel that my soul is lost.. my cpl was so stress that she was thinking of patching back with her ex .. he love her.. yes.. they break only due to small misunderstanding.. so that means he still loves her.. so this makes me fang sia xin la.. i really loves her.. after the special person.. i finally fond another special person who i really love her in my heart.. so i would wish the best for her and only wish her to be happy .. and most importanly xin fu.. then i can 't let her go.. if she doesnt live xin fu. i also dont have the mean to live .. i ever said that i got a nightmare which go with guy who cant give her happiness. and i sucided .. is this nightmare coming true? party it seems going to be real .. how do i live ever day without her? i cant imagine.. nvm life is hard.. relationship is hard.. for me.. every relationship.. is a torture for me .. god wat had i ever done to deserve all this? am i better to be dead?.. i cnt take it anymore..haix god didnt mean to say all this .. i didnt wish to die .. is just suffeing so much and is like very xin ku.. sry god .. then i was just fa xie my stress..
love eu x33;
00:01
Thursday, November 6
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Haixx .. morning wake up with a feeling of wanna cry .. y nightmare ..lol not because i am a kid afraid of mnsters .. instead a horrible thing about my cpl.. zzz i dream about her gone with another guy.. and there is 2 .. brothers.. she choose to be with the younger 1 .. i was like at there seems to know them.. in my heart i say dont leave me pls.. but in my dream i ask her y eu dont want to choose the elder 1 instead.. he is a better person.. and because in my mind the younger seems a idiot .. a useless 1 to me.. and i wan her to be 幸福 and happy ... this is the part where i felt really painful.. in my dream i like got too emotional and did wanna suicide i thk ..lol .. abit lame la.. but really painful hurts alot when i feel that i lose her.. seems so real ... and when i awake.. i wanna cry .. luckly wast real la.. but ......... wat if this day come to me.. that she choose another guy and leave me? i dont thk i will be smiling anymore after that..maybe become a monk .. cause then i really lose out every thing.. after those hurtful pass relationship.. this is my only hope ..
love eu x33;
20:50
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this few days didnt have enough slp..Zzz every day seems that i only slp less then 4 hours .. haix.. because of audi .. then my cpl de problem.. i cant slp .. keep thk of wat happen to her and how is she.. haixxx pass few day i felet really emo .. lol .. cause my cpl is having full of problems .. and where am i? i was a idiot who dont even know anything that she is suffering .. i was as useless as .......... haix .. i blame myself for not being able to protect her .. haixxxxx... but today she is being better liao .. she today went out to spent time with her friends and then had a great time .. i promise tat i will no longer let her fall back to such stituation ever again ..
love eu x33;
00:16
Sunday, November 2
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yesterday i was at miss oh's house whole day playing and having fun..it was wanye's bday .. got to know few new friends .. and have a great time for the day .. from morning me and hippo was like 2 zombi walking at serangoon inter ..zzzz together with miss oh and the 2 kid .. we go buy food liao and the ingredients for bbq .. then we swim and play in the water for the whole day.. then 1 by 1 come.. we enjoy the day tgt.. and few funny things happened also got 1 girl err forgot her name.. but she really like my god sis .. siao siao one xDD .. also very cute la.. and others also very nice playing with them.. and 1 thing ==ll i kena call ah gua .. wa lao eh.. still got who hippo's sister lo..
lol .. but nvm la have fun jiu hao xD .. and dont every time see me call me that.. tolong .. i not a ah gua ! lol
at night we had our bbq i was like emo like that at the pit ==lllbut actually also because missing some one ba... haixx... really a toture la.. wonder y like gap becoming futher .. T.T really love her and dont wishe to lose her ... haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
below is a photo of sandy's son cute lehhh he .. =) and other people